and if the birds all fell from the sky, and their bones broke upon the ground, would the world still spin forevermore?

i threw all my love away....

i live in a small shoebox made of cardboard in the bottom of God's closet, how the FUCK did you find me?

sometimes i wonder if you are real,
sometimes i wish i would have realized i wanted you sooner,
but the more i think about it, the more i realize,
i had to go through all of that shit just to be able to appreciate you,
i am a spoiled little girl, with a silver spoon in my mouth, and as much as i hate to admit it, i know i have too,
i used to think there wasn't a "god" ,
and i used to say i had nowhere to belong,

but then out of the sky, comes this red-headed wonder, my hero, and all he was missing was a cape,
next thing i know, i'm thinking about him, dreaming about him, wishing he was mine,

i was a rude little brat, yet you didn't seem to mind, you laughed at my insults and smiled at my glare,
when reality gave me a nice slap in the face, and i learned that the life i live is not to be taken for granted, you were there,
with that goofy grin, and an outstrecthed hand,

i told you i was falling apart at the seams,
you said you could sew me back together again,
i was rude and said you hadn't enough thread,
well guess who was wrong,

you picked up the peices, instead of shoving them aside,
you put me together, when i should've been broken,
you brought back the light that i thought i had lost,
and most of all, you became my world,
my reason,
my motivation,
my obsession,
without you there is no song,
no lyrics,
not even a poem left in my heart,

you are an angel,
with big white wings,
your halo may not be the shiniest of them all,
but to me,
the sun will always shine out of your ass.

and when the world is finally at an end, will you still be there to lie to me, and say we will make it?

i love you, i swear that i do,

you make my lips wanna smile, my heart does somersaults whenever i see you,

i would do anything just to make you happy,

you are the planet, and i am the moon, forever circling you, praising your existence,

no amount of admiration or words could define the feelings i have been feeling for you,

you have become my world,

you have become my life,

you are the blood in my veins,

you are the air in my lungs,

and if you were to ever leave, i will not survive on my own,

i love you, i swear that i do.

listen. do you hear that? no, not the ocean. that cracking sound, somewhere a heart is breaking.

so..
i guess i have a confession or two.
okies
yes.
i like you, alot.
and lately, you're all i think about.
i wish i knew what was gong through my mind
sadly, i haven't the slightest clue.
i could just be out of my fuckin mind, going crazier every minute, waiting for your stupid ass to sign on so i can talk to you.
or maybe i'm just obsessed.
you drive me crazy, yet you make it all better.
what's wrong in my head that makes me want you so bad?
is it the way you make me wanna smile?
or the fact that you make the pain go away.
will i ever figure it out?
does it even matter if i do?

so i guess the question that still remains, is it anything worth fighting for?